There is no "Wanting", there is only "Being" To "Want" when visualising is to reaffirm the distance between yourself and your desire. To "be" is to live in the state of acceptance that you already have the thing you seek to invoke.
A hater of Active voice, Lady Peinforte is titled nobility of the nation of Sealand. Having successfully invaded both America and Canada from her home base in Windsor, she has become horribly corrupted by the world, and is dedicated to "creating the greatest 'Ship of them all". She ponders horribly terrible, idiotic things for your amusement.